It does. But it also ruins you from the inside-out, especially when you start at a young age like I did. A life stops meaning anything when you're a killer.
[ oda's breath hitches when he hears that. if justice thinks that he failed oda...that would be heartbreaking. he wouldn't know what to do with himself.
but between that and the pain he feels (it's generalized now, as if his whole body was in pain), oda still manages to compose himself enough to keep his neutral expression somewhat in place. ]
Yeah. I don't want to disappoint him more that I did today.
[ but honestly he's not capable of hearing more of this so...he's just going to stand up, with some difficulty, and make his way out the door. ]
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Though evidently something means enough for you to be in this competition at all.
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[ oda stares up at ray with wide eyes for a moment when he says that. there’s clearly something on his mind but—
he sighs. ]
Yeah, maybe.
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[ oda's breath hitches when he hears that. if justice thinks that he failed oda...that would be heartbreaking. he wouldn't know what to do with himself.
but between that and the pain he feels (it's generalized now, as if his whole body was in pain), oda still manages to compose himself enough to keep his neutral expression somewhat in place. ]
Yeah. I don't want to disappoint him more that I did today.
[ but honestly he's not capable of hearing more of this so...he's just going to stand up, with some difficulty, and make his way out the door. ]